The Never Ending Contradiction That Is Me

Look at the lovely Dolphin........... I live right on the beach, and my boyfriend, his family, my little Bro and I were having a BBQ there the other day, and what do you know!!! There in the sea is a dead Freeking Dolphin!!! Belly up dead. Well anyhoo... You know when you do things that you know you are gonna regret??! Well this is one of those occasions! - Andy and I were swimming when we saw the dolphin coming, like a fool I decide that we really ought to go and investigate this fascinating dead flipper. So up we swim, and circle the dolphin. It really was very disturbing. Do you have any idea how much that freaked me out? - yuck. Then later that same day as we are chilling on the sand. People begin to gather (being lazy bastards) we send the children to investigate. Yep, some reprobate has brought the dolphin in on his canoe and every one is just standing there staring and prodding at the corpse. THEN some freak just picks him up and chucks it in the bin. I mean honestly, does that...

The truth of life is that it is complicated. Relationships (of all types), economics, politics, career development the lot. But what is important is that you do your best to be your best in every possible respect. I am a firm believer in nothing, so please forgive any contradictions that are found in the musing that follows. As the title of this blog suggests......... it is inevitable :) So on the subject of doing your best. It could be said that to murder someone in the most brutal way possible would be to do your best. To inflict the maximum level of mental distress on an enemy is to do your best. With this in mind what are the additional criteria by which one should regulate their conduct? Well it would be logical to rule out inflicting harm on others. But what if a man with a knife has your child and the only way to save her is to shoot the man? Does that count? - it would sure as shit hurt to be shot so it is inflicting harm. So OK you can bend the rules depending on the situa...

Currently listening to "Goodbye my Lover" ( James Blunt ) this guy really has got it!!! I have just been to that website linked above and how beautiful?!! I really wish that life were more magical..... That squirrels could talk, that you left glitter footsteps where you walked, and could float in a bubble filled skies. But perhaps our world is more magical than I give it credit for: flowers, fish - yes, fish are very magical. When I dove the Great Barrier Reef I was overwhelmed at the beauty and intrigue of everything around me. In fact that is the closest I have been to my ideal world. Forget the beauty of the fish and the coral, there is something so enchanting about being submerged in a completely alien environment. That world offered me complete silence, and escapism. I don't know about you but I can say hand on hart that I think too much, way too much. This fact makes me cripplingly irritable. I know it may sound absurd but I honestly can't help it. You...